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Thursday, April 27th, 2006
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Dear Friends,
I have moved to another LJ. I think I've grown out of this name. For those who don't know its a Teen Tehatre reference...-*craps out the mouth onto Teen Thetare*-.
My new name is: petal_abstract
So. Add me :P
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| Subject: | Its Official. |
| Time: | 11:41 am. |
| Mood: | hopeful. | | Music: | The hum and buzz of voices chittering and chattering.. |
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I am now officially a double major in History and Anthropology wiht my concentration in Archeology.
It makes sense because the break down is this:
I need 103 credits to graduate.
36 need to be from History.
I only need 40 from Anthropology.
36+40=76
103-76=27 credits
I might get a minor in Sociology...
And be the darling of the social science department.
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Wednesday, April 26th, 2006
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| Time: | 1:32 pm. |
| Mood: | amused. | | Music: | Cornflake Girl-Tori Amos. |
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I am about to go to Oregon hall to figure a bunch of crap out. Such as:
-Do I want to go to school this summer? -Subquestion: How in the hell do I pay for it? -Sub-Sub question: Where would I live?
-I'm a what major? -Current Internal Debate: -History? -Archeology? -Both? -Journalism?
-Psychology? -Business? -Under Water Basket Weaving?
-How the shit do I do both Archeology and History? -Is this suicidial? -Masochistic? -Insane? -A good idea? -Teh sex? -What I really, really, really want?
-I will graduate when? -If ever?
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| Subject: | Well then... |
| Time: | 2:09 am. |
| Mood: | chipper. | | Music: | The Future Freaks Me Out--Motion City Sound Track. |
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I am glad that's over.
And I am damn proud of my bushy 'n' Jewish eyebrows.
Thank you Great Grandpa Huffman for passing your genes onto me. I am very happy to carry them :D
No matter what the kids at school say.
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| Time: | 5:49 pm. |
| Mood: | A little sad?. | | Music: | Oh La La--The Ditty Bops. |
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German vocab can bite my ass.
I got a nifty mixed cd from someone sorta special.
And I never went outside.
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| Time: | 2:20 pm. |
| Mood: | curious. | | Music: | Owls Go--Architecture in Helsinki. |
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I am up to a whole lot of nothing.
I finished eating awhile ago and I am still sitting here in Hamilton.
And its a beautiful day.
I should drop off my stuff and go read a book.
Outside.
In the sun.
A book like the one I should read for history.
But my 'Mummy Congress' book is so much more interesting.
Although the current chapter is about how they preserved Lenin's still very dead body.
I think that Lenin looks liek he's been carved from wax.
I just don't find the chapter too interesting.
(I like my mummies, bones, and dead bodies to be atleast 200 years old.
And preserved in the peat bogs of Denmark.)
Incurruptables are so much more interesting because they're mircales manufactured by the Catholic church.
All they really are is just corpses of Saints, ensacsed in shirnes inside churches, that have been helped to stay slightly preserved.
And by 'helped' I mean that the churches used mummification methods stolen from the anciant Eygyptians.
-*eye roll*-
All we humans do is steal form each other, isn't it?
Countires, territory, inventions, beliefes, goods, lives, people.
Even if its under an agreement of trade.
Someone always feels robbed at one end of the spectrum.
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I get teh intarweb in my work's back room.
LOLZROFL
-*-elena-*-
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Saturday, April 22nd, 2006
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| Subject: | Pieces |
| Time: | 2:30 am. |
| Mood: | drained. | | Music: | Tear in Your Hand--Tori Amos. |
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We told each other that we loved each other.
But we are just a seedling.
And our roots have bearly taken hold of the world aound us.
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Thursday, April 20th, 2006
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| Time: | 1:49 am. |
| Mood: | contemplative. | | Music: | Just the hum of Sacred Heart an thw whirring of cars.. |
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When he faced me while we were walking down the side walk and kissed me...
My day was made perfect.
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Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
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Everything is going well right now.
Just little stresses here and there.
Too and frow.
I am not sleeping as much as I should.
But its worth it.
And I know that I've got to stop.
I bought a flowing white eyelet skirt.
That floats in between my legs and gentely swishes when I walk.
I wear it with flip flops.
When its sunny.
And my exposed skin makes vitamen D.
I comtemplate kissing tulips.
But never do.
Spring is almost here.
And it has never been more beautiful.
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I'm already in circles and circles and circles again The girl's in circles and circles Got to stop spinning Circles and circles and circles again Thought I was over the bridge now
I am not.
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Thursday, April 13th, 2006
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| Time: | 9:32 am. |
| Mood: | Fuck. Class. :D. | | Music: | Fucking Coldplay. |
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Somebody is playing Coldplay.
Really fucking loudly.
And by 'really fucking loudly' I can clearly understand what the singer is saying.
What. The. Shit.
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Tuesday, April 11th, 2006
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This is my first of many entires written on my new baby.
That's right.
With a huge 1,000.00 financial aid refund I got an iBook G4 for 800.00 form the U of O Bookstore.
Nick helped me set it up.
I am currently trying to think of a cute name for it.
I love it so very very very much ^^
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When I came home last nite a couple was haivng very loud, noisey sex.
And I thought that "This is the last thing that I need right now."
I talked to Kevin, ever so breifly and I couldn't help but think
"This is all I'll ever need."
I will elaborate on everything later.
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Thursday, April 6th, 2006
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The term has started once more. Ode to joy. Spring holiday went by waaay to fast. I feel like I did everything in Medford that I could possibly do. I got my hair trimmed 'n' layered, bought some clothes, and hung out with my friends and family. I got a new roommate. Her name is Mnady and she's form Hong Kong. She is really nice and sweet. She's quiet too. I really haven't been around to visit her much though. Sunday was the best. I got to see Nick. Monday was awkward. We figured out why it was awkward. We got Nerfed by nerds with an elaborate plan. Tuesday felt like it was my first day on campus. I got lost everywhere I went. I saw an old firend from high school. We caught up a bit. Hall meeting. Fire drill. Walk through campus at nite with Nick. I smelled all sorts of blooms. I climbed a magnolia tree. And felt the magnolia petals. We acted like such a couple. I think its because we are already a couple. Because its pretty much official. He's my boyfriend. Flutter. Flutter. Flutter. First offical date was last nite. You can't go wrong with Chinese food, 'V For Vendetta', and kunoodling. I was too tired to go to Yoga. I couldn't get out of bad. We relaly need to work this out. I was late to German. I have to work at 6. Call complex directors today. I have to figure out the costs of my books and call my parents about that. I can't afford lose myself now.
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| Subject: | Ermph. |
| Time: | 3:15 pm. |
| Mood: | Its...Complicated.. | | Music: | Going Once--Ani Difranco. |
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I hate this feeling.
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Colors by Utada Hikaru:
Miraa ga utsushidasu maboroshi o ki ni shi nagara itsu no ma ni ka sokudo ageteru no sa
Doko e itte mo ii to ii wareru to hanpa na ganmou ni wa hyoushiki mo zenbu haiiro da
Honoo no yurameki koyoi mo yume o egaku anata no fudesaki kawaite imasen ka
Aoi sora ga mieru nara aoi kasa hirogete ii janai ka Kyanbasu wa kimi no mono shiroi hata wa akirameta toki ni dake kazasu no ima wa makka ni sasou tougyuushi no you ni
Karaa mo iro aseru keikoutou no moto shirokuro no Chesuboodo no ue de kimi ni deatta
Bokura wa hitotoki mayoi nagara yorisoutte are kara hitotsuki oboete imasu ka
Orenji iro no yuuhi o tonari de miteru dake de yokatta no ni na kuchi wa wazawai no moto kuroi fuku wa shisha ni inoru toki ni dake kiru no wazato makka ni nokoshita Ruuju no ato
Mou jibun ni wa yume no nai e shika egakenai to iu nara nuritsubushite yo Kyanbasu o nando demo shiroi hata wa akirameta toki ni dake kazasu no ima no watashi wa anata no shiranai iro

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I am about to leave for spring break.
I am heading 3 hours south to a place that I feel safe in. Because the familiarity of the streets, directions, places, and people always comfort me.
Not to say that I don’t feel safe here, but I don't sleep as well as I feel that I should. And there are to many distractions sometimes.
My roommate moved out. I may come back to a new one. I left her a note.
My tummy is jumpy with excitement and fluttering.
Its been feeling like this for a few days now.
Aaron is leaving for Italy on Sunday. I am going to miss him. We took pictures and went to a couple of parties last nite. One was filled with people that I didn't know. The other many of them I had met before. I even went to high school with one of the hostesses, Alice, whom I've always adored. Ink form the long past days of Teen Theater was there.
She didn't say hi.
I think she still feels bad about the whole thing with John.
But its to long to speak of now. And not that it really matters that much.
And I still remember the hug he gave me. At my last community show. A hug that said more than he could veer bring himself to say.
It was a hug filled with regret and apologies.
And I was stronger then.
I am a lot weaker now.
And there's a part of me that says that I shouldn't have hope.
The majority of the time I don't.
But this time I might have enough to get me through.
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